Thinking alone (poem)

When I'm alone I tend to think

I think about the things that I loathe
I think about the things that I hate.
And...
Their mostly all about me

Im sitting here in silence wondering why

Or how I get by without dying

I judge my self worth while thinking about all the bad things that I've done

And all the mistakes that I've made

The silence is slowly killing me

I Wonder about the people that are no longer my life

And what I could have done to keep them from leaving

Some of them I miss
Some of them i don't
But...
Being alone breaks me

When I break to the point beyond repair

I get thrown away and put in a can

 like yesterdays trash cause nobody cares

I try to be brave and save everyone else from there problems

But I am still slowly dying

And nobody knows because I do not show

My bruises my wounds or my internal bleeding

When I'm alone I'm left with my thoughts

Thoughts of my past and of my future

My past forever haunting me

And my future forever bothering me.

 Please don't leave me alone




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Earthy Dessert

Hello everyone !

What I have for you today day is a delicious Chocolate and gummy worm treat.

I call it Chocolate environment

(Disclaimer): I do not claim to have invented it I'm sure its been done before in similar ways. I need a dessert to take to my earth science class and I couldn't think of anything more earthy than gummy worms and chocolate mud.

Chocolate Environment

                                         Serves: 8          Prep time: 30 mins    

For this recipe you will need:

Food:

2 - boxes of chocolate pudding mix (serving size 6)

1 -  8oz tube of frozen whip cream (cool whip is what I used) should be thawed

1 - bag of gummy worms ( at least a dozen in the bag)

1- package of Oreos

1- mini chocolate chips (optional)

3 - cups of milk

Containers:

8 - plastic 9oz party cups

1- mixing bowl

step one: Crush the cookies;

A) Take Oreos and open them up and peel out the cream.(you wont need the cream filling for this dessert.)

B) Place the cookies into a ziplock bag use a rolling pin to crush them to desired size.

step two: Make the chocolate filling;

A) Using a mixer, mix together the 2 boxes of chocolate pudding with 3 cups of milk. mix until it begins to thicken.

B) Once mixed well add in the tube of whip cream until everything is evenly mixed.

step three: Put together the dessert;

A) Lay out the cups out and put 1-2 teaspoons of cookie in the bottom of each cup.

B) Fill each cup half up with chocolate filling

C) Stick in 1-3 gummy worms in each cup.

D) Making sure the gummy worms stick out continue to fill the cups almost to the top.

E) Top off the cups with more 2-3 teaspoons of cookie and add the mini coco chips if you have them.

F) Get a spoon and Eat!

Viola!  and Enjoy!



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